Showing posts with label relationship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label relationship. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I lost him ;But I Found Tranquility -KABULONGOU- Part 2


Instruction For freedom


Life's metaphors are God's instruction

The day is ending. Its time for something that was beautiful
to turn into something else that is beautiful. Now, let go.

Your wish for resolution was a prayer,
Your being here is a God response. Let go,
and watch the stars come out--
on the outside and on the inside.

With all your heart, forgive him, FORGIVE YOURSELF,
and let him go.

When the past has passed from you at last, let go. Then climb down and begin
the rest of your life. With great joy.

LET GO..

In this 3 tier Splashing Kobulongou waterfall, punching on my back as if God is punishing me,
i shut my eyes and said... "Dear Lord, please show me everything i need to understand, about forgive and surrender."

I almost stand there and cry right then,but quickly realized that i didn't need to. Tears are part of this bodily life, and the place where these two souls were meeting that night had nothing to do with the body.

A blue souls that already understand everything... let go..


( This is a 5 months back story and today i finally have the guts to put it in words, i finally learnt to LET GO.. )

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Letoya-Torn

A part of me wants to leave you alone
A part of me wants for you to come home,
A part of me says i m living a lie,
And i m better off without you,
A part of me says to think it through
A part of me says i m over you,
A part of me wants to say good bye, a part of me is asking why....

A part of me want to leave but a part of me want to be here with you, and everytime i think we re over and done, you do something to let me back loving you, and you got me just torn.

So many times i was ready to go, so many times i had my foot out of the door; So many times i thought of giving him a chance just to think that he will be a better man, cause i keep fighting myself for you,you got me so torn.

Something is telling me i should leave you alone, or you will just keep me torned.......