My Blueberry Night

There is no reason for someone to give up on you.. Today he/she choose cheese, tomorrow he/she choose Chocolate... he/she just doesnt love blueberry... just because of the flavor.. nothing else...

"How did you say goodbye to someone you cant live without?; i didnt say goodbye, I didnt say anything, I didnt choose to leave either,i just walk away, at the end of that night, i decided to walk the longest path home"

~Nora Jones~

"My Blueberry Night"

I ve always hate to say Goodbye~

You would not believe your eyes,
if ten million fireflies,
lit up the world as i fell asleep;

cause they fill the open air,
and leave teardrops everywhere,
You'd think me rude,
but i would just stand and stare...

i'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
its hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i m asleep,
Cause everything is never as it seems...

Cause i'd ll get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs,
As they try to teach me how to dance,

A foxtrot above my head
A Sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by the thread

I would like to make myself believe that planet earth turn slowly,
Its hard to say that i would rather stay awake when i am asleep,
cause everything is never as it seems,
When i fall asleep .......

I m Proud to Be a SINO-CHINESE

My family... comprises of a very big group of mix cultural community... My ancestor was Bajau, not because they are Bajau.. but because during the war time, when my grandparents was young, the ran flee to village to hide from World War II, and they were taken care by Bajau Nenek.. so they practise Bajau.. they practise the lifestyle of a Bajau community.. and live life Bajau.. so then hence.. my mom carried a Bajau blood.. but muka cina...

As for my dad.... His mom is a Dusun.. Aruah Moing Tutong Loijin.. and my grandpa is Chinese from Mainland China.. as usual... then the Kadazan Blood was brought down in us.. what more with my cousins the Mobijohn family are the Kakadazan... So i called myself.. a ROJAK... sometimes i answered i m chinese... sometimes i answered i m native.. sometimes i even answered i m Sino chinese.. whatever i am.. i m glad... i have a mix of everything.. that clone me a better person... in this new century.

Celebrating weddings in various way, various style and yet meaningful ...

I enjoyed the occasions traditional way... it brings a lot of fun and interesting culture that i m not even aware...

Above: My beautiful cousins...

Below: Even the modern traditional way...

I just hope my kids will enjoy what i am going through now... its not the race that matter.. is the heart and soul that runs in our blood.. makes us a better person in life... I thank my parents.. without you...i wont be here today to enjoy all the wonderful LIFE OF A BORNEON GIRL...

Happy Lunar New Year !

If i made Your Night a Wonderful Moment...

I just want to express my heartfelt gratitude to all my cousins... for giving me the chance to host one of your most precious moment in life... I may not be the best emcee... but i hope i ve made you feel wonderful That night .....

Novia & James Wedding- Night dinner & Tea Ceremony

Cousin- Sett & Jeneve... Mix culture & Police Force Style ( Serious Moment)

Above : Then the Cheerful moment.....

Below : Gordon & SiewNing.. Mix culture Wedding.. Toasting for both

A bit the 80s~ to match the crowd....

My dear wonderful Cousins...I wish you all longevity & Wonderful life ahead.. Your Journey Of Love has just begun....

This Old Woman I met~

She is old but strong, she is sweet but tough, she is blur but precise... she is The Italian Mama, who runs the factory opposite my shop...

From the first day we met, we get along very well.. we share lots of laughter and problems, sorrow and jokes and even share the complains of man and their weird attitude from Mars...

As days goes by, we even share morning coffee together.. if i dont come for her, she will shout from the opposite factory and call upon my name " MELI... HOT WATER READY!" ... Sometimes when both of us are busy.. she will give a loud and sweet "CIAO" to us... she is just the mama that everyone loves..

As i am going through hell of a depressing moment now, she never even let me down... she just comfort me with her broken English " FUNCULO THE MAN!" She is ROCK, i tell you..

Today, she almost made me cry... she impressed me with her humble attitude and most of all.. heart touching friendship i hade with her shows very clearly... I was driving an old junk car... since its wednesday and we are going to have our weekly shopping routine.. i came pick her up at her house.. and i was rushing to change a better car so she can have more comfortable seat.. She saw and she stopped me from far... she refuse me to change and she kept saying :"i am not hadicapped you know, whatever car you drive, i will still sit in your car till the one i cant fit in.. " I laughed over it and she really try very hard to sit in this super low old junk car that i m having... she is just a touch down wonder woman... she is the pillar for all the good recipes in ONe of the famous Italian restaurant in KK, she is a wonderful leader and yet.. she is just being herself all the time... For a woman whom at this age to work her ass off.... who never complain a word.. I salute her.... She is MAMA...

Tu Grande Mama!