Today, beside being lazy as usual, i stayed at home reflecting back the week to do list...things are moving pretty fast, factory is targeting to be done by month end and hopefully everyone can start testing our pizza the soonest.
However, looking back, deep down inside my heart, emotional mood are still fumbling, i know i have to go through this, for the better of both of us. I know he can be better without me, and i know he deserve some one better. However, i will always remember the inforgetable and precious moment, as well as the long distance realtionship that we have gone through together.
I came across this while reading one of a celebrity (sabahan's blog, btw i always like to check out sabahan celebrity cause i am very proud of them, for not forgeting their root but flying far and making us proud ), See~ Sabahan are always full of emotion :) :-
It's so easy to move ahead and go on with life but we both know we don't want to.
It's so easy not to look back but we know in retrospect, what we have had gone through was precious and irreplaceable.
It's so easy to say, goodbye but deep down inside it's not what we really meant to say.
It's so easy to say, forget it ever happened but we know the feeling is too entrenched to be erased off our minds and hearts.
It's so easy to say, you have yours and I have mine, we will live separate lives.
It's so easy to say, I'll give this up for your happiness and for mine but it's not true.
It's so easy to say, time will help us forget about each other but you know it will not happen unless amnesia hits us.
It's so easy to say, I will back off and cut off those correspondence but we know that we are too connected and can't live without it.
God, please grant him the best of all and let him be happy for the life he deserved!
However, looking back, deep down inside my heart, emotional mood are still fumbling, i know i have to go through this, for the better of both of us. I know he can be better without me, and i know he deserve some one better. However, i will always remember the inforgetable and precious moment, as well as the long distance realtionship that we have gone through together.
I came across this while reading one of a celebrity (sabahan's blog, btw i always like to check out sabahan celebrity cause i am very proud of them, for not forgeting their root but flying far and making us proud ), See~ Sabahan are always full of emotion :) :-
It's so easy to move ahead and go on with life but we both know we don't want to.
It's so easy not to look back but we know in retrospect, what we have had gone through was precious and irreplaceable.
It's so easy to say, goodbye but deep down inside it's not what we really meant to say.
It's so easy to say, forget it ever happened but we know the feeling is too entrenched to be erased off our minds and hearts.
It's so easy to say, you have yours and I have mine, we will live separate lives.
It's so easy to say, I'll give this up for your happiness and for mine but it's not true.
It's so easy to say, time will help us forget about each other but you know it will not happen unless amnesia hits us.
It's so easy to say, I will back off and cut off those correspondence but we know that we are too connected and can't live without it.
God, please grant him the best of all and let him be happy for the life he deserved!
The weather seems agreeing to my feeling today, thunder strike and lightning every now and then, following with down pour of raining cat and dogs, they emphatize my feeling i suppose...
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