I dedicate this simple poem to a best friend of mine, whom i really loved and anxious about once upon a time, he created emotions in me, and his kisses has played apart in my life :~
" I Hate when you talk to me, without thinking how sensitive a woman is
I hate when u smoke, and never clear your own ashtray
I hate when you shower, and wet all over the floor of my wash room
I hate when you forgotten all the table manners that i've reminded you over and over again
I hate when you dont feel anxious when i m always not there for you
I hate when you dont kiss me good nite, and care more on your football
I hate when you dont sing me oldies anymore
I hate when you dont cuddle me at night
I hate when you dont call me and ask how am i
and most of all, I hate when you are still insisting that you are "OK" when i know you are not"
I hate... i really hate, when i have to go through this stage... just for the good of both of us...
melissasy
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10 Things I Hate About Myself:
1. I hate myself for letting you back to Sabah for a year
2. I hate myself when I had to sleep alone without you by my side for a year
3. I hate myself when I can't feel your touch but only listen to your voice for a year
4. I hate myself when I failed to know you deeply because of distance relationship
5. I hate myself for being insensitive to you
6. I hate myself for not trying hard enough to understand you
7. I hate myself for being stubborn & ignoring you even though I love you still
8. I hate myself when my ego was taking over my emotion
9. I hate myself for lying to myself all this while
10. And now, I have to hate myself most for saying goodbye & losing you forever
Mel.. I want you to know that even though you felt that I never treated you as before (as you mentioned in this article), never once my love for you deteriorated.
I want you to know that I've never regretted even once for every moments that I've spent with you. I'll cherish every moment of it till the day I die.
I'm glad to see you happy now but at the same time I'm sorrow to lose someone like you. Again this is life.. You've healed & for me, time will tell.
One day, both of us will move forward & embark the interesting journey of life that awaiting in front of us.
However, I will always reserve a place in my heart for you & a small hope for both us just in case destiny were to bring us back together in future. I hope you do too..
I wish you nothing but the best & find your happiness soon. Until then, my kisses & hugs will always be there for you.
I bit you farewell.. my Baby.
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